A Tribute To My Dear Husband

It has been only a few days since Your passing and I want to post this in Your honor.




You are my best friend, my father, my baby, my lover, my partner, my heart and my soul. You are my world and I do not need anyone else besides you, You love me like no other man ever did.

I have spent 9 years of my life with you and it just isn't enough. I remember the day we met as if it was yesterday. We fell in love at first sight, we fell in love without actually seeing each other in person, through letters and chats, and although
some say that is not possible, You and I know it is. 3 months later we have met, you came to me to Ukraine, I remember waiting for you at the airport and the moment I saw you, my heart jumped and burst into fireworks, and three months later we were married.

You are the most patient person I have ever encountered in my lifetime.

You always knew how crazy I am about dogs, and we rescued Archie, then Richie and you
loved them so much, when Archie was diagnosed with epilepsy, you told me we would manage. 4 years of vet bills, drugs, tests and constant battle with his epilepsy episodes and you never complained, you kept telling me we would fight for his life.

You always hold my hand, You always comfort me. You make me feel safe and secure.
When I lost my mama, my angel, You were there for me, You cried with me, You held me in your arms, You prayed with me, You kept me sane, if it was not for You, I would still be in that dark place.

You care for me as your own baby, You always say a little prayer for me before going to bed, You hurt when I am hurt. You call me every hour even when we are apart just for a day. I missed you terribly when you would go work to Seattle for a few days, but I could hear your voice and You would tell me - baby if you need me, I will be home in 3 hours.

We were almost inseparable for 9 years, we worked together, traveled together, walked our dogs, went to the store, payed bills, did taxes, we did not even need to talk much, I knew what You thought or felt, You sensed my moods and knew exactly what I was thinking about...

You are not my other half, You are not my best half. You are me. You are not here any more and I feel I do not exist.

You had a very hard life and You were always so strong, so willful and steady, but You needed my love and I tried so hard to show You how incredibly much I loved you, how much You meant to me, I wish my love could become a huge balloon to keep You inside and to protect You from any stress or pain, I wish my love would be enough to keep You here with me.

Thank You, my love, for everything, thank You for loving me and being my husband. I dont know how to live without You, but I know I am so much in love with You and always will be.