Jul 28, 2010

world

baby, you were my world and now i have to learn to live without you, i learn to meet people, talk to them, i learn to open myself for new experiences, its so damn hard, i wish i would never have to do this, i wish our small world, where i felt safe and always protected, would still exist...

I dont know the rules of this new world, for so long i did not have too, you were there shielding me from everything ... I am scared terrified and confused, but I am trying, I know you would want me to, you would tell me to open up, breeze and live, not to wait for the storm to pass, but to enjoy dancing in the rain.....

miss you, always

Jul 4, 2010

always...

разбитые мечты, погас очаг,
и только одинокая свеча горит,
и бьется пламя на ветру,
в штормы и бури, зимние морозы,
свеча горит,
и долгий путь домой мне освещает ...
так и горит твоя любовь,
сквозь время, ночи, бури и пространство,
ведет, оберегает и хранит...

I love you, baby, always....

today is our wedding anniversary, happy anniversary, my love...