Jan 2, 2016

6 years ....

To my best friend , my soulmate and my husband .... I will always love you, pray for you and can't wait to see you again...

Feb 12, 2015

I miss you... I can't stop missing you

Do you know how it is like
to be the one on the other side?
To be one on one
with truth and shame
To look inside the deepest drain
To meet the "used to be" and "how"
to cry the dream
to miss of now



Jan 2, 2015

5 years

5 years and counting... haunted... the love of my life, I miss you...
I miss your sweet smile, the kindness in your eyes, your soft touch, the cuddle and the silence, the comfort and safety of your arms around me, your unconditional support and love. I miss you...

Oct 16, 2014

it is almost your birthday my love...
i dont write a lot any more, got myself busy and working and working, but does not change a thing,
I think of you every day... I miss you every moment.. I will love you for ever

Jul 3, 2014

4th of July

Happy Anniversary, my love! Miss you every minute of my life, praying for you and all our family every day!

Jan 2, 2014

Sad and Lonely day

It is 2014.

How did it happen, 4 years passed since my husband died. 4 years - 4 seconds... 4 centuries...

I miss you, my best friend and my partner. I miss you and looks like I never will stop.
You are my soulmate. You are my missing piece of a puzzle. You are my rock.

I love you and I always will.


Oct 1, 2013

A day in life

I think of you all the time, I think what you would say, what you would do, how you would say it...
You always made me feel so much loved, I always felt the warmth of your smile, the kindness of your look,
I always felt your eyes were looking for me...

It is almost 4 years since you had to go, almost 4 years of me fighting hard to keep on living, on trying to re-build my life brick by brick, learning to smile and to be happy, but I still miss you so much.. and sometimes I still dont know how do I go on without you...