Beautiful, precious moments, experience, pasion- I wrote something to you Randy, but I have to translate first. Stasya, Tatyana I love you and my heart is with you.
My son, my love, I have blocked the most horrifying, black moments of my life. But now I must go back to the morning of Jan. 2nd. when I found out that God had taken my beautiful son, my angel, my heart from me. I go back to thank very special people, Marla and Pastor Don and his wife Carol of Chapel by the Sea. They were the first to get to me. They cried with me, Pastor Don knowing the pain, having lost a son of his own. As Marla held me I felt so lost, so alone with such pain I have never felt in my life. Don kept telling me that God,s arms were around me through Marla's. He told me to never let anyone quench my tears or my mourning whether it took months or years. I can never thank them enough for being here and for the compassion and love I feel through them. Marla has always been like a sister to me, now she has a special place in my heart as many others do and will never leave me and will never forget my precious loving son, Randy. "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always. As long as I'm living my baby you'll be". I miss you every second of my life my son, my love, my heart. Always my baby, I will love you. Goodnight my sweet, beautiful boy. Hugs and Kisses, Mom
My son, my love, I miss you so much Sweetheart. I cannot believe it has been a little over a month since I heard the most devastating word's of my life. I'm trying so hard to trust God, this time I've got to, I have no other option. I still see you standing outside, so tall and strong and handsome. I look out the window to see if you're pulling up in your truck. Seeing you would bring me such happiness, God only knows. The Lord gave you a smile that would win over any one's heart. Between your huge smile and even huger heart, no one stood a chance. Everyone that met you loved you, everything good and beautiful about you was contagious. I know the Lord and his angels are delighted in you, and I would love to see where you are diving, and I know heaven has to have the best fishing streams ever........ I've been going through pictures and shedding many tears, over such an unexpected short time God gave me to spend with you, my son, my heart. Many say it's better if we don't know when Jesus will call us home. I'm not so sure of that. If I had known our time together would have been only 47 short years, what would I have done differently? I think many things, at least I would have tried so very hard to spend more time with you and to have seen life through your childish, curious eyes. I love you my sweet boy and I will miss you every second of my life here on earth. God did his most wonderful work when he created you my son. He could not have created anything or anyone more loving and beautiful than you. Someday when I see you again, my heart will stop breaking. In the mean time, I must remember all the sweetness and love about you and thank God above for sharing such a precious, sweet, loving soul with me, for awhile. "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be." Kiss my son, my love, for me Lord Jesus. Hold him, protect him, don't let him be frightened, please Lord until I can hold my baby again. Good night my son, my heart and soul. I will love you forever, Mom
Our Precious Memories of Randy He was our first Nephew. We remember the twinkle in his eyes and the quiet smile he showed on his face. He was a great boy. Randy was ring bearer at our wedding. This was the beginning of our 43 years of marriage. We're so glad he played a part in one of the most special days in our life. Over the years that followed we watched him grow into a fine young man. As an adult he still kept his sweet quiet smile and disposition. When he met and married his sweetheart we couldn't wait to meet the young lady who won his heart. Randy was happy he met his soulmate. We remember the visits we had with the two of you but regret not having more time with you both. Marilyn and Stasya, -There are no words to help you both feel better over your loss. He'll never be forgotten. Our prayers are with you. We both love you and we miss Randy. The last time we saw Randy was when he came to Marilyn's house to do some roofing work. We went out to a restaurant for breakfast. We planned on buying his meal but he payed before we had a chance to do so. We told Randy next time we get together the meal is on us. Maybe you'll let us treat the two special women in his life. Okay? Keep in touch, we love you both. RANDY'S UNCLE RUSS & AUNT JOYCE
My son, my child, it is Valentine's Day and you will be forever in my heart. I remember all the sweet, funny little Valentine card's you made while you were in gradeschool. The most expensive gift in the world, could not compare to the love of a child, creating something beautiful for you to cherish in your heart forever. You my son are the most precious, beautiful thing in my heart. I will miss you every moment of my life. Remember always, "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be". "Happy Valentine's Day", Sweetheart Love You Forever, Mom
My son, my heart, it has only been two month's & two day's since you left to be with your heavenly Father. I miss you so much, my heart & soul ache to see you again. I know.....someday we will be together, but that seems so very far off. I still see you in the yard looking at the trees & rosebushes. I remember the roses you brought to me last summer, with the same sweet smile you had as a little boy. How I cherish those memories. When you were little, you would pick dandelions, buttercups, weeds, the neighbors flowers.....anything you thought was pretty & present them with the biggest smile. How sweet & loving you have always been my son. In my memory, you are still that beautiful, sweet, chubby little boy in my arm's, warm & soft & full of love. The first time I heard you laugh, I went hysterical giggling. There has never been another sound that has brought such joy to me. Your smile & your laugh will echo forever in my heart & soul. Only God knows how much I miss & grieve for you my child, my heart. When I get to heaven, I know God will wipe away every tear, but that does not take away from the sadness & pain I feel now. Always remember my son, my heart & soul, "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be". Love You Forever, Mom
My son, my love, I miss you so much, I don't think my heart will ever stop breaking. Everywhere I look I see you. It has been three months today, but the pain is just as deep as when I first found out Jesus had called you home. Stasya is here and we are trying to comfort each other, but the pain is so raw, nothing seems to help. We are both numb with grief and nothing else matters now. Neither one of us know how to live without you my son, my heart. I pray Jesus hugs and kisses you for me, and tells you how much I miss and love you. I tell you all the time, believing that you are always near. I'am remembering your childhood and what a sweet, loving boy you were.....always smiling, happy, and loving. You would love to hear bedtime stories over and over, but when it was time to sleep, you closed your little eyes and went right to sleep. That always amazed me...other Mom's would tell how hard it was to get their babies to take naps. Not you, you'de just curl up with the little angels and go to slumberland. What a wonderful gift from God you are. I will always cherish your love and memories. Remember my son....."I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be." Always my son, my heart, I will love and miss you into eternity. Love You Forever, Mom
My son, my heart it has been four months since I found out God had received you home. I will always have a void, an emptiness in my heart that will never be filled. You have always been a sweet, special boy and my heart aches to see you, and hug you again. I will see you in heaven one day my son, in the meantime I pray God carries me through this.....I cannot do it on my own. The pain is too much to bear. This Saturday, we are celebrating your life my child. The very next day is Mothers Day, a celebration of your life will be my very special gift. You will always be in my heart, my beautiful, precious son, always I will miss you and your contagious smile. Good night, my heart. I pray God hugs and kisses you goodnight until I can again. Always remember my child, "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be". I will love and miss you forever, my precious son. Love You Forever, Mom
Randy will alwys live in the hearts of those he touched.When I first met Randy I knew immediatly that he was a great guy,hard worker,and a friend,I was correct he was all of those and never expected anything in return.Every adventure with Randy was full of laughter and good times that I will never forget.It was a honor to be one of Randys friend and he will be missed but not forgot. I will miss you DUDE Your friend Rory
Beautiful, precious moments, experience, pasion- I wrote something to you Randy, but I have to translate first. Stasya, Tatyana I love you and my heart is with you.
ReplyDeleteMy son, my love, I have blocked the most horrifying, black moments of my life. But now I must go back to the morning of Jan. 2nd. when I found out that God had taken my beautiful son, my angel, my heart from me.
ReplyDeleteI go back to thank very special people, Marla and Pastor Don and his wife Carol of Chapel by the Sea.
They were the first to get to me. They cried with me, Pastor Don knowing the pain, having lost a son of his own.
As Marla held me I felt so lost, so alone with such pain I have never felt in my life. Don kept telling me that God,s arms were around me through Marla's.
He told me to never let anyone quench my tears or my mourning whether it took months or years.
I can never thank them enough for being here and for the compassion and love I feel through them.
Marla has always been like a sister to me, now she has a special place in my heart as many others do and will never leave me and will never forget my precious loving son, Randy.
"I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always. As long as I'm living my baby you'll be".
I miss you every second of my life my son, my love, my heart. Always my baby, I will love you. Goodnight my sweet, beautiful boy. Hugs and Kisses, Mom
this was beautiful...it is nice to get to know him through this lovely tribute even if it wasnt meant to be while he was here.
ReplyDeleteLove you Marilyn
Love you Stasia I'm so sorry for your loss.
Cheryl Wilson
My son, my love, I miss you so much Sweetheart. I cannot believe it has been a little over a month since I heard the most devastating word's of my life.
ReplyDeleteI'm trying so hard to trust God, this time I've got to, I have no other option.
I still see you standing outside, so tall and strong and handsome. I look out the window to see if you're pulling up in your truck. Seeing you would bring me such happiness, God only knows.
The Lord gave you a smile that would win over any one's heart. Between your huge smile and even huger heart, no one stood a chance. Everyone that met you loved you, everything good and beautiful about you was contagious.
I know the Lord and his angels are delighted in you, and I would love to see where you are diving, and I know heaven has to have the best fishing streams ever........
I've been going through pictures and shedding many tears, over such an unexpected short time God gave me to spend with you, my son, my heart. Many say it's better if we don't know when Jesus will call us home. I'm not so sure of that. If I had known our time together would have been only 47 short years, what would I have done differently? I think many things, at least I would have tried so very hard to spend more time with you and to have seen life through your childish, curious eyes.
I love you my sweet boy and I will miss you every second of my life here on earth. God did his most wonderful work when he created you my son. He could not have created anything or anyone more loving and beautiful than you.
Someday when I see you again, my heart will stop breaking. In the mean time, I must remember all the sweetness and love about you and thank God above for sharing such a precious, sweet, loving soul with me, for awhile.
"I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be."
Kiss my son, my love, for me Lord Jesus. Hold him, protect him, don't let him be frightened, please Lord until I can hold my baby again.
Good night my son, my heart and soul. I will love you forever, Mom
Our Precious Memories of Randy
ReplyDeleteHe was our first Nephew. We remember the twinkle in his eyes and the quiet smile he showed on his face. He was a great boy. Randy was ring bearer at our wedding. This was the beginning of our 43 years of marriage. We're so glad he played a part in one of the most special days in our life. Over the years that followed we watched him grow into a fine young man. As an adult he still kept his sweet quiet smile and disposition. When he met and married his sweetheart we couldn't wait to meet the young lady who won his heart. Randy was happy he met his soulmate. We remember the visits we had with the two of you but regret not having more time with you both. Marilyn and Stasya, -There are no words to help you both feel better over your loss. He'll never be forgotten. Our prayers are with you. We both love you and we miss Randy.
The last time we saw Randy was when he came to Marilyn's house to do some roofing work. We went out to a restaurant for breakfast. We planned on buying his meal but he payed before we had a chance to do so. We told Randy next time we get together the meal is on us. Maybe you'll let us treat the two special women in his life. Okay? Keep in touch, we love you both.
RANDY'S UNCLE RUSS & AUNT JOYCE
My son, my child, it is Valentine's Day and you will be forever in my heart. I remember all the sweet, funny little Valentine card's you made while you were in gradeschool.
ReplyDeleteThe most expensive gift in the world, could not compare to the love of a child, creating something beautiful for you to cherish in your heart forever. You my son are the most precious, beautiful thing in my heart.
I will miss you every moment of my life. Remember always, "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be".
"Happy Valentine's Day", Sweetheart
Love You Forever, Mom
My son, my heart, it has only been two month's & two day's since you left to be with your heavenly Father.
ReplyDeleteI miss you so much, my heart & soul ache to see you again. I know.....someday we will be together, but that seems so very far off.
I still see you in the yard looking at the trees & rosebushes. I remember the roses you brought to me last summer, with the same sweet smile you had as a little boy. How I cherish those memories.
When you were little, you would pick dandelions, buttercups, weeds, the neighbors flowers.....anything you thought was pretty & present them with the biggest smile. How sweet & loving you have always been my son.
In my memory, you are still that beautiful, sweet, chubby little boy in my arm's, warm & soft & full of love. The first time I heard you laugh, I went hysterical giggling. There has never been another sound that has brought such joy to me.
Your smile & your laugh will echo forever in my heart & soul. Only God knows how much I miss & grieve for you my child, my heart. When I get to heaven, I know God will wipe away every tear, but that does not take away from the sadness & pain I feel now.
Always remember my son, my heart & soul, "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be".
Love You Forever, Mom
My son, my love, I miss you so much, I don't think my heart will ever stop breaking. Everywhere I look I see you. It has been three months today, but the pain is just as deep as when I first found out Jesus had called you home.
ReplyDeleteStasya is here and we are trying to comfort each other, but the pain is so raw, nothing seems to help. We are both numb with grief and nothing else matters now. Neither one of us know how to live without you my son, my heart.
I pray Jesus hugs and kisses you for me, and tells you how much I miss and love you. I tell you all the time, believing that you are always near.
I'am remembering your childhood and what a sweet, loving boy you were.....always smiling, happy, and loving. You would love to hear bedtime stories over and over, but when it was time to sleep, you closed your little eyes and went right to sleep. That always amazed me...other Mom's would tell how hard it was to get their babies to take naps. Not you, you'de just curl up with the little angels and go to slumberland.
What a wonderful gift from God you are. I will always cherish your love and memories. Remember my son....."I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be." Always my son, my heart, I will love and miss you into eternity.
Love You Forever, Mom
My son, my heart it has been four months since I found out God had received you home. I will always have a void, an emptiness in my heart that will never be filled.
ReplyDeleteYou have always been a sweet, special boy and my heart aches to see you, and hug you again. I will see you in heaven one day my son, in the meantime I pray God carries me through this.....I cannot do it on my own. The pain is too much to bear.
This Saturday, we are celebrating your life my child. The very next day is Mothers Day, a celebration of your life will be my very special gift. You will always be in my heart, my beautiful, precious son, always I will miss you and your contagious smile.
Good night, my heart. I pray God hugs and kisses you goodnight until I can again.
Always remember my child, "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be". I will love and miss you forever, my precious son.
Love You Forever, Mom
Randy will alwys live in the hearts of those he touched.When I first met Randy I knew immediatly that he was a great guy,hard worker,and a friend,I was correct he was all of those and never expected anything in return.Every adventure with Randy was full of laughter and good times that I will never forget.It was a honor to be one of Randys friend and he will be missed but not forgot.
ReplyDeleteI will miss you DUDE
Your friend Rory