miss you

there are so many things i miss about you, big and small, but the thing i probably miss the most is not having my best friend with me, i miss talking to you, i miss sharing everything with you...
it has been 2 years and 24 days without you... i miss you, i love you... always....

10 more days

i dont know why the anniversaries and holidays are so difficult, i dont understand
how it could be already 2 years in 10 days, i dont know how to stop missing you,
i dont know how to stop hurting, i love you, i always will...

thank you

Thank you for everything that has been.
Thank you for teaching me what love is.

You are a part of me forever, you are the One, I love you and always will.....

11 months......

i hate holidays, used to love christmas and new year, no decorations this year, no presents, no shopping for those cute little things to make you smile and hear 'i love you so much baby...'

Al, my brother and your best friend, will be here on january 2, I am so glad he is coming, dont know what i would do without him and Tanya and Becks....

oh, boy, I miss you so much, I miss you so much baby, why did you have to go, why did you have to leave me, why i am still here.... i love you, i love you with all my heart, always....

how to ...

your birthday is coming up, holidays are just around the corner, how to breath,
how to keep moving, how to live through.... I miss you, baby

I would...

I would give up anything and anyone for your smile, only to hear one more time ....

'.... I love you, baby'

8 months

every months on the 2d I wake up before sunrise, in tears, I miss you my love, I wish I did not have to take this journey without you, no one can tell I am heart broken, no one knows how much I miss you, I love you ... always...