I dont need a calendar to know this day is coming,
 I cannot sleep, I cannot eat, I cannot breath, I hate this day


.

 3 years later and I miss you so bad, every day I wish you were with me.
 I Love you and I always will.

Archie died very early in the morning today, he is with you now, my love. If you were here, you would be crying with me, holding me, I miss you so very much, I will miss our dog, our companion, our beautiful wonderful patient serious baby boy. I have rescued a little puppy girl 3 months back, there is reason for everything, she will keep Richie company, he will miss his brother... I love you, I love you so much...

4th of July

today is our wedding anniversary... i love you, i always will... i miss you terribly...

2 years, 4 months, 12 days... and another day without you... i started smiling and living, but i did not stop missing you... i see your sweet smile, i hear your voice, you are here with me, every day and every minute, you are with me in the beautiful waters of sea of cortez, in the wind touching my face, you are with me watching the flowers bloom, your name is on my lips, you are in the song i listen, you are in my heart... my love, my precious, my life... i love you and always will

you have no idea how much i miss you sometimes...
how many years should pass, for me to stop missing you so bad...

miss you

there are so many things i miss about you, big and small, but the thing i probably miss the most is not having my best friend with me, i miss talking to you, i miss sharing everything with you...
it has been 2 years and 24 days without you... i miss you, i love you... always....

10 more days

i dont know why the anniversaries and holidays are so difficult, i dont understand
how it could be already 2 years in 10 days, i dont know how to stop missing you,
i dont know how to stop hurting, i love you, i always will...