i hate holidays, used to love christmas and new year, no decorations this year, no presents, no shopping for those cute little things to make you smile and hear 'i love you so much baby...'
Al, my brother and your best friend, will be here on january 2, I am so glad he is coming, dont know what i would do without him and Tanya and Becks....
oh, boy, I miss you so much, I miss you so much baby, why did you have to go, why did you have to leave me, why i am still here.... i love you, i love you with all my heart, always....